kiss me, take me away ♫

Appreciation post specially for people in KL!

2012-01-16T14:07:00.000+08:00

Have been writing a few post but they don't allowed me to post pictures and this is why it's so dead! Just done packing my stuff and i have like EIGHT bags to bring home. mygoodness. Moving back to Penang tomorrow and yes, it's the mixed feeling again. You know when times you are in KL and you miss Penang and now having me to leave this place, I already started missing it. =( Humans! I just don understand all these. I know I have posted a short ( not-very-long) status on my facebook about this but I think it's pretty limited of what I want to express. ( i know, im such a long winded grandma)

First of, I want to thank Jeslynn so so so so much!!! Thanks for being there for me when I needed someone so badly. We made a good perfect couple all the time. I'm gonna miss going lunch, shopping, skype and talk nonsense during assignment + exam and so many things that we did I couldn't even list that down. From the bottom of my heart, I really thank you for being such a good friend. Secondly, Alicia! Although you call it quit in the middle of our journey together and moving on with your life with different course, but I really appreciate those fun times being with you and also my pf stories (non-stop, all year round wan samor!) Thanks for listening and cheering me up with you very very nonsense lame jokes and stuff. Thanks!

Also, to my aunty,uncle and cousins, thanks for taking care of me this whole year round. Couldn't have make it through without all of you. You all made me feel like home and something that I never had before, sister relationship! It's all about fun,shopping,sharing,stories,make-up and lotsa girly stuff! Thanks thanks thanks.

Plus, people I meet from university, Thank you for guiding me and lend a helping hand when I needed. I had lotsa fun and I really talked more than I do before!!! HAHAHAS, thank you.

lots of love,
Camille.

Late late 2012 post!

2012-01-08T14:22:00.001+08:00

Happy 2012 ? I know, i'm VERY late. Was away to Singapore for a getaway and yes i'm back in action for now. Had a great 3 weeks holidays and it was well spent with my loved ones. Not forgetting that i'm #foreveralone this year (2011) AGAIN. heheh, But i'm totally fine with it, in fact glad to be. Well at least i'm free from worries and heartbreak, no ? :D

Having said that this is gonna be a Recap of 2011, first start off in the beginning of the year I moved to the city, KL for my studies. It was a last minute decision and thank god everything goes smoothly. I was a little overwhelmed having to leave my home for the very first time and missing my family back in Penang was a pain in the ass. No, im just kidding. :P But yes, i do miss Penang a lot when I'm away. & what's university life if there's no truckloads of exams, assignments & research papers ? Yes, my life was literally filled by all these and burning the midnight oil is a common thing i would say.

Being away from your family itself do taught me a lot in a sense of being more independent on my own. I have to settle every single shits on my own, handling your financial every month (impress tht i never did overspend, woahs), appreciate your family moments more, getting lost, having fun with friends. Oh ya, I did not mentioned that friends is the best damn thing when you're away from home! Having someone to listen to your rants is something I'm really thankful about. You know who you are, bitches! Most of all, I enjoyed having fun, who don't right? I enjoyed going for girly shopping, dining in and spend on good food, go on a roadtrip with coursemate, clubbing with cousins, late night supper with friends and crashing your friend's place was something unforgettable. In fact i only did all these before 2011 ends, i was literally a nerd at home for the whole 11 months. YEAH, i'm cool like that \m/

Last year wasn't a year for love and i would say this year as well. Though many things happen because of love but whenever i'm back to the city, studies is all I cared about. so fullstop, nothing much on that. & as for the biggest event that happened last year would be my brother's wedding. Looking at them, i see them being so perfectly perfect couple and I wish them all the best and we just can't wait for our little surprise in this coming May 2012!!!! What can I ask more, honestly? nothing more but being healthy and happy all the time.

As for this year, I wish I'm able to get through things and matters I'm worried about the most. You'll know when you're suppose to know about the news. HAHAHA, curious yay?!

Anyway, Happy 2012 , look forward to see what's coming on the way and have a great year !! =)

for us.

2011-12-28T19:05:00.001+08:00

我能做的就是这一点。我知道这是对我们最好的的。请不要误会，我只是尽我所能。我希望你一切顺利。我知道事情会很快结束。你很快就会忘了我，我不担心你了。

attention seekers wannabe? are you one of them ?

2011-12-05T13:00:00.000+08:00

Are you one of them?

Some people are just meant to die, Die you bitch!

so perfect in every way yet you still think it's not enough.

#justsaying

Nonetheless, try to love yourself in every way. Because you're unique and special in someone's eyes. =)

hello December ♥

2011-12-04T20:37:00.001+08:00

save this picture in early october. Finally get to post it up. ohailo December.

My favourite month of the year ♥

#happything

2011-12-01T19:02:00.001+08:00

Finals coming next week. This explains all why I haven't been in the blogsphere for some time. I'll try to update once i'm done or maybe just so you know I have this weird habits of updating my blog when I'm busy with my exams and assignments days. LOLS. I know very weird indeed. Things that happened recently. Proudly to add this new member in our family. Sister for me and a daughter for my family. =)

♥

If you didnt know, she's my horny. Very Horny! heee, welcome to our small family. lots of ♥

I'm fine.

2011-11-13T18:03:00.001+08:00

just feeling under the weather this week. I ought to believe that tomorrow is a better day. sigh

Marriage

2011-11-12T18:29:00.001+08:00

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Emotions were all over me and I call them, mixed feelings. Attended relative's wedding today & I'm very happy for them. Marriage requires lots of courage and responsibility. From the status single, to married require lots of commitment and most of all tolerance. I'm impress that some couple could grow old together and hold each other's hand while waiting for death. Whenever I have the chance to attend people's wedding, it just gives me hopes that one day I'll have mine as well.

But it's funny that recently I see marriage as a game. I don believe in marriage nor love anymore. Yeah, you might probably think that I'm still young to think about all these but seriously I don get it. I'm not sure if this is some kind of modern peer influence or things that recently happened to me. But I don't trust love, neither will I fall for the opposite sex in the mean time. I find it hard to believe that sometimes it does not matter how much you've put in, because in return all you get is fake hope and worst still, lies. Why get married ? When we have to fear if the other party having an affair outside. Why married? When one day we have to grow old and be sick and finally death is awaiting for us? Why married? If we aren't able to share love and care for one another?

Call me a pessimistic because of one small event that happened in my life and I started to not trust any of these anymore. I wouldn't want to see my own marriage. Because I find it no reason to even get married when I don even have a dad now to place my hand on my husband's and warn him to take care of me for the rest of my life. Maybe I'm tired. I hope this thought will not stay long in me because i know i'm gonna be #foreveralone if it's too long. TEEHEE :P

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delete the past and move on

2011-11-11T23:11:00.000+08:00

There's no time to be sad and depressed over the past because I have more amazing things gonna happen in my life & all the happy moments is waiting for me to be all cheered up.

Happy 11-11-11 at 11.11.

Anger

2011-11-10T16:14:00.001+08:00

Who said I'm not tough? I'm strong enough to pull through every difficulties I have in my life and I know I will succeed. If you see me as weak, you're very wrong. Because I was never weak in anyone's eyes. & I grow up being tougher that I would be. Maybe you're wrong all these while. I never needed you to be with me, to protect me, to care for me. I'm always okay on my own. You're just another person who uses benevolent sexism on me. Plus, your oh-so-great lies! Silly I trusted you but not anymore. Chances are we're not gonna be friends anymore. Enough said.

dream

2011-11-05T22:30:00.002+08:00

Everyone may not have the same dream. & it's okay to dream as it will be the best motivation in life while you're working on it. I do not expect people to accept what I really want, but I hope they understand. Think about it, how would you feel if people ask you to give up on your dream? Maybe I have yet to understand what's the reason behind what you said, but don 'pour cold water' on me. It may not be your dream, it may not be something you want, but it means something to me and something I want. & what's my dream and on my list before I die?

I do not own this picture, picturecredit: facebook (beforeIdie)

yes it is.

it may be easy for some of you guys where everything is possible but, not for me. I'll fight for it and I know I will achieve this.

JUST LET ME RANT ABOUT MY LIFE

2011-10-31T21:24:00.000+08:00

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My life couldn't get any suckier than knowing you have a mid-term test during your brother's wedding, where you are supposed to be home to celebrate this happy occasion together with your family. FML FML FML FML! I didnt know how to react when my lecturer break the news to us today. Went up to the department to ask if there is any way to request change of date. & yes, they do. Write a letter to HOD. But the lady warned me that it may not be approved for some reasons. Like seriously? Who on earth is not allowed to go back to celebrate this special occasion. I would literally strangle myself if they have come to a point where I could not make any changes.

I wish they could understand the situation I'm facing right now and approve it. Now all I have to do is wait. WAIT! I am mentally crying ( does it even make sense?) while writing this post because I feel so helpless and lots of WHAT IFs, what if they don approve, what if I have to take it on that day itself.

EMO MAX

Sunday with babygirl

2011-10-23T23:11:00.000+08:00

Doll up & went to Pavilion with my babygirl. It's been so long since we went out together and her finals just ended & I wanna take a break from all my books. So shopping it is. Dine in Ichiban Japanese restaurant for lunch. Awesome food they have there, definitely going back there again the next trip. & we went for a movie ' The Thing'. Not fascinate about aliens at all ==" sheesh

babygirl said this is fashion. hmm. Abit of lala-ish i see here.

today's look. blouse from sunway, skinny jeans frm mng & lv sling bag

on her; mng top, cotton on shorts w/ banane taipei bag

Next stop, Times Square for lil shopping. Stop by sweet chat for dessert.

I didn't wear that so called fashion glasses on fyi, it's only for picture purpose. HAHAHA. I think i'm a bit of 'lou yan ching'. I don fascinate things like this.

oh, they have their 1st avenue there as well. love that place tho.

Enjoy most of our time together, doing all the girly stuff (SHOPPING :P) Happy.

rejection perhaps?

2011-10-22T00:30:00.000+08:00

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Frankly speaking, i fear, i fear of rejection.

This is why I never like being too close with people

never like approaching people first

never like being sweet with people

never like to express anything with people

Because i'm afraid of rejection, afraid of losing them.

Or maybe, I'm just used to people pushing me around

When I'm needed, I'll be there

But when I needed someone, no one is there

& I hate that.

#likeaboss

2011-10-21T18:55:00.005+08:00

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Finally this hectic week have come to an end =D #feelinglikeaboss #happy

mama, my brain juice

2011-10-19T00:31:00.000+08:00

Have been extracting all my brain juice for two assignments in a row for tonight. Amazing that I still mange to find time to be here somehow. Done with my first midterm sub today, another one coming up next friday! Giving myself a week to prepare for that subject. & my business electives started this week. Rather sad, because it is a short sem for them and I will be having another mid term in another 4 weeks time. Kill me, but thank god no assignments nor quizzes ! Look at the bright side! LOLS.

a very old picture of me, myself. ok not that old but yeah, haven't been camwhoring nowadays cause im fat! i mean it. Im so fat. okay, im not gonna procrastinate about me being fat here. Rather annoying. ARRGH, life!

Paris

2011-10-18T13:30:00.000+08:00

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Paris ♥ . Hopefully another trip to this beautiful place again. That place sure brings a lot of memories, is the first place tht I bought my cosmetic stuff, & went up Eiffel tower and realized dad is afraid of height! hehe. oh, & a caucasian said 'niao' mum thought he said the meat that he's holding is beef, but tht guy actually meant 'ni hao'. LOL

great memories never fail to cheer you up in life.

wishing for a beautiful sunday night

2011-10-16T23:46:00.000+08:00

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ever thought of something you love to do?

For me, I'll go for a quiet night w/ a glass of wine & Michael Buble's song. & that's life.

Bliss.

15th october

2011-10-15T18:36:00.001+08:00

i always love spending time here when im busy juggling w/ my assignments and test since i don know where to spill it. Things didnt really work out very well here. to sum it up, i had a really rough month, that's for 4 assignments, 2 midterms and 1 presentation. oh, I even went for my first counseling session with my trainee counselor. having said that being a psych student do make u one sometimes. HAHA.

I can't wait till this month is over and november is already waiting for me. So excited ;D 3 more weeks till i get home. and 5 more weeks to brother's wedding. teehee.

I'll run to you if you decide to stay, stay.

2011-10-02T00:55:00.000+08:00

Just a kiss- Lady Antebellum

While listening to this it kills me with every beat of the song. I miss you. I really do. You screwed up my life yet I still wanting you back in my life. I think i'm purely insane bitch to even thought of you every single day when you don even do the same. They said I should move on, but seriously, how many people actually do understand how i feel ? With you keep crashing on my life every once in a while, i could barely even take a breathe of fresh air.

Why don't you just go on with anyone you're with right now and stop coming into my life and confuse me all the time. Should I move on? Should I continue wait for you like how i use to do it. Stupid , I agree. But ~~fuck~~, please teach me what should I do with you keep coming back and leaving me to very next second i thought I have you back.

I deserve more than this. I deserve more! Stop playing with my life, i'm tired. Just leave me alone and let me live my own life. You make me feel horrible about myself and then you pick me up and fuck, that's your ~~bladdy~~ tactic I used to fall. You make me feel secure when I can tell just about anything to you, you scold me like a person who really cares about me, you make me cried and the next second you put a smile on my face. Seriously, stop doing this. It hurts, it hurts.

I don't even know who to turn to when I fall into this situation. No one is there to held a helpful hand, because no one can. I could only overcome you by myself. Please, I beg you. Leave me. Leave me alone. I don't want to be your replacement all the time. You think it's fun to play around, but honestly i wish i could say this to you, ~~fuckyou~~! hell no, it's no fun you ~~bladdy shit.~~

Let's just don even be friends.I couldn't take it, because i clearly still have you in me. I couldn't just look at you thinking you was once mine and not now.I couldn't bare sitting in your car and stares at you like how i used to do every time. I couldn't hug you and thinking that the next day i will be alright without you. I couldn't have you eating roti planta with me because it's somewhere I love having supper with you 3 in the morning. I couldn't stand all your teasing because that's all my imperfection, & you embraced every imperfections i have ( i don know if you lied). I couldn't go on nomnomnoms you on your hand and saying that it didn't happen last year and how much i love doing that on you,because i find it cute. I couldn't bare not answering a person called "Evil' who calls me in the middle of the night when I was barely awake answering all the questions you asked me. I couldn't stop myself from seeing you since i'll be moving somewhere near you, when once you and I stay totally from one end to the other end of the island. I couldn't stand how much i miss smelling you, weird habits, but you have the best 'perfume' ever. wouldn't call it perfume since it's on every shirt of yours.

Wish I could see myself a better happy me without you. Thankyou, goodnight.

simply dinner

2011-10-01T18:19:00.001+08:00

A sudden thought of blogging again today. Realized I didn't like blogging since i started my college years last year. But every now and then i do update once in a blue moon. Just couldn't put to that thought where i wanna end this page.

Brother went back to Penang while i was having my long sem break last 2 months ago, and he brought mum & I for dinner. Haven't did that since a while and I miss that.

Favourite picture with the brother ♥

the couple i've been seeing for the past 10 years and more to come.

Going through life was tough, but it didn't stop me there. I will be standing tall, watch me. Cheers.

happy cells are back =)

2011-09-29T23:20:00.002+08:00

Feeling rather happy tonight. Guess who's back? It's me, it's the HAPPY CELLS.

"Tough times never last, but tough people do"- Robert Shuller. =D

So smile, show ur teeth! hehehe ♥

Not falling again.

2011-09-23T23:45:00.000+08:00

Why don't I just tell you goodbye and let this nightmare be over. Sometimes I love, sometimes I hate, sometimes I wait, wait for you to change. Every time I tell myself this is the last time i'm allowing you to hurt me, but it never happen. I still allow you to do that to me all the time, all the time. I keep telling myself it's not worth it and i don deserve all these, but still I allow you to walk in and out of my life just the way you like it. Why din't you asked me if I can take up all this? Why do you have to take me for granted? Am i only a replacement in your eyes all the time? All you care about, is you, your feeling, never me, never how much you hurt me. They said i'm dumb, they said im blind, they said i've been brainwashed by you, but what can i do, what can i possibly do? Tell me, teach me. I'm so tired of all these. There's more to life and I wish I could put a fullstop in this never ending relationship.

It just happen

2011-09-11T22:01:00.000+08:00

Today's journey back to kl seems very long, and Penang seems really far apart from where i was just now. Perhaps, it was my heavy heart. To leave someone behind here. To be apart from a person i call Love. I didn't know how to put this relationship away because i clearly know that he's still very important to me, to my life. We've been apart more than ever and we never thought this day would come back and haunt us again, or maybe it's just me. The unexplained feelings that hit me so badly right now. I thought I finally cool off and ready to move on but I was clearly wrong. For what i've done past half years is all down to the drain. We were all fine, he's done with it, i was done but everything just went way. I really don't know how fix things up bc i know i'll miss this man so very much from now onwards.

Port Dickson

2011-08-17T00:04:00.002+08:00

I apologize for leaving this crappy blog of mine for a period. Been busy watching #prettylittleliars. & I just realize i haven't had the chance to blog about my small trip to Port Dickson with all my uni coursemates after our Sem 2 finals.

It was a good-bonding-trip with them. Wei Liang and I drove all the way there and it was pretty scary on a highway i thought! Bzzz, & we were beyond disappointment when we first saw the apartment that we were gonna stay! But excitement cells didn't stop that disappointment from us having fun and laughter. Went down to the beach to chill and enjoy the evening breeze while the guys started to prepare the BBQ stuff we bought the day before it. All of us were like hungry monster.

The place isn't that dirty like what people said tho.! It was okay =)

We had some booze and I was partially off but thank god i know where is my limit. HAHAHA, everyone knows what happen that night. We settle some down and had late night talks about experience in life, so-very-not-karoake-session, snacks at night with booze. It was a great night to finally take a deep breath and lessen the burden of Sem 2. & that's that. Hopefully more trips to come with them. It was good. & pictures were uploaded in my facebook account sometime ago, go and look if you care.

p.s It's not only-both-of-us-trip f.y.i, i have no idea where the other pictures that i previously click. But oh well. I enjoyed it.

Goodnights

signoff @ 12.04 am

7th August

2011-08-07T00:25:00.001+08:00

It's been one week plus i'm back in Penang. & I didnt do much except eat and get fat here. teehee, happy thing happy thing. One of the thing I did this week! Happy that I did something at least! & this two gotta be my favorite shot I thought.

credits

Photographer; Cynthia Tan

hello cute

2011-08-04T16:32:00.000+08:00

I'm allowed to pan ke ai (act cute) tooo okay! ;D I just get too bored with my holidays so heee, excuse for my boreness! SMILES*

spending time with lesbo girlfriend

2011-08-04T00:04:00.004+08:00

A quickie update cause it's hitting 12 midnight already! Been spending time with my bie so much she turns my boyfriend =) Yes, hi we are LESBIAN ;P

Haven't been doing all these visits to besties house since i went to kl for studies. & I always love it whenever she to decided to drop by my house just for my BED and of course being horny all the time !!! D=. Weird, I know. Ask her!

ohaillo, w/ my big ass glasses.

Shoopping with chuchus ♥

2011-07-25T20:46:00.006+08:00

Hello all! Just came back from my Terengganu trip with all the uni pre-U people =) I should blog about that soon. Well i'm supposed to blog about my port dickson trip with uni sweethearts, but i guess it will take up some time. So decided to blog about shopping day with my chuchu love ♥

Went out really often right after my finals. & I was a happy fat girl in kl. Went to Pavilion with Jeslynn, if you didnt know what's my chuchus name. Really appreciate it as she drove all the way from her house to mine and then we took lrt and monorail together to Pavi! Happy! Basically nothing much it's all shopping and shopping it's just the time spent with my dearest.

Lunch @ Madam Kwan.

Chatime addicts ☺

The next few days, we went to Mid Valley for light shopping. Call us fatty! we ate so mucchhhh & shopppp soo muchh ..!! and zara scam all my money T.T But nonetheless had so much fun and laughs with her ♥

Green curry chicken! yumms, have to try! & yes, we're so kiam, we shared and purposely choose tea time period as they serves free desserts for every delifeast or pasta.om nomsnoms

Blaackberry apple crumble with vanilla ice cream ♥

At night we had laksa @ Jusco! Super yummy and cheap die. Happy tummy for that day, teehee =)

soooo not a vege person! lols, spot no green vege! heehes

Okay, i shall end this post now. I'll be going back Penang tomorrow! wee, can't wait to see my mummy, cousies and girlfriends. ahhh, so much loves.

July

2011-07-21T00:09:00.004+08:00

Hand pain, mind got corrupted someway or another. It's my first time being so emotionless and i don know what should I crap. Let's just call it a day. =)

Port Dickson Trip next, i promise =)

After finals

2011-07-19T13:18:00.000+08:00

Hello all, days been really really great with all my uni sweethearts! & I can officially announced that Sem 2 is finally over and yeah 2 months holidays babyyy. keep rock'in! :P Been going out alot lately like friday,saturday,sunday,monday! WOW-OH! Just gonna update a little while i still have the blog-mojo.

Friday was awesome spending time with all my uni sweethearts! Went to kepong for steamboat BBQ, and mind you i had steamboat for 3 weeks in a row! greaaat, but for them, i supposed it was okay lah!

yvonne, adelene, jayshee, ah wen

my xiao mei mei, Alicia

it was a lil farewell for ah wen too since she's leaving to Taiwan while we will be having our breaks.

After BBQ we decided to drop by Desa Park City! Never heard of it tho, it was my very first time there and it's awkward hanging out with the whole bunch of people as that place is more to couple, lovey dovey place!

hiao lok, waimeng! hahahs

Wai Meng was being all so great and pro trying to read other people. Y'all know, all these psychologist freaks are like that! & I totally fear about him reading me. woops, i should read more on that and the next time i'll be reading him! hahahas. We all had so much fun and didnt realise that it was past 12 midnight and rush back home.

thingsiwishthatwillneverstopatthismoment

2011-07-05T00:38:00.000+08:00

A sudden urge to blog things around me recently. Things been great I guess. A little of myself when I was back in Penang. Nothing much to update i guess. Everything seems pretty calm and what's more, I have not involving myself in any dramatic scene, like some call it love. Nevertheless, I do get overwhelmed by how it takes my world go round and round, & it makes me feel alive. Silly, i know. But it made my day just by the little things someone mentioned. & I wish things would go on and never stop.

19th birthday

2011-07-05T00:09:00.000+08:00

Having my study break right now, and i manage to steal time to blog a little about my birthday. Yes, my 19th birthday. It was short and simple & I don't know where to start. Guess I'll start with the one in kay-elle with my cousins and aunt, uncle and also not to forget sweethearts from uni =)

Simple celebration at home with love.

Moving on, with the sweethearts. Went to The Curve for dinner after our 6pm class. I decided to go Bubbagump shimp.co. Always wanted to try the food there and it was a big mistake i must say. Got scam by them. Was forced to stand on the chair and sing like an idiot. But nonetheless, I had so much fun and most importantly I was drown by all the laughter. thanks all.

From left; Alicia, Charlotte, mama, Jeslynnn& Ruth <3 thank you all. REally really appreciate it.

& the last one, with my girlfriends in Penang. Went to have a simple dinner with them at Bella Marino, Straits Quay. Like usual, we enjoy most of our conversation and burst into laughter. Oh, and they got me an Iphone phone pressie. Unexpected but creative enough. good good! HAHA, i love you two so very much, but please don make me be the lamp post again. I feel it. LONER! hahahs, epic one.

& also not to forget all you peeps who drowned me with tons of birthday wishes.Thanks alot. <3

Janda Baik Project 8 part 2

2011-06-25T17:23:00.000+08:00

I thought i should blog a little before my dinner date with my girls later. so yeah, it's janda baik part 2 =) It's gonna be random pictures as my camera died on me that important day. sighh.that morning was my duty day! I have to cook for all! Omg, so kancheong and excited okay, just so you know i never cook since whaat? during form 3 those kemahiran hidup class. so yeah! hahas, Tho i sucks at cooking sometimes, but my friends all damn layan my cooking cause they have NO choice! Bwahaha, After cooking when to get ready to have those so call 'lectures' for the teenage and also station games. I still had so much fun with the teenagers there. They are all so cheeky and hyper btw!

& there's this girl who actually treat me like her old friend, literally! lols, we talked about everything and i totally appreciate it as she gave response when we were giving lectures. & funny thing is, she had a crush on Wai Meng (one of the facis) ! hahahas. it was a great trip! Hopefully another one in august =)

I was in the Ular team. lol & thats something we did for the kids. lol

kena scam by that guy beside meeeee!!!!! grrr. lolols.

trouble heart

2011-06-19T16:14:00.000+08:00

i thought this feeling would never come back again. i thought i wouldn't be as crazy as this way. i thought im strong enough to play along. i thought i was tough enough to hold on. but then i realize, i wasn't as tough as i thought i could be. I've always wanted to be this way so it could help me to forget the one. But i was wrong. i realize yes, it will help, but it will also be a wrong move. I have to stop doing crazy things like this. I should stop myself before i got myself into trouble

sincerely,
the troubled girl.

Hong kong day 2

2011-06-12T17:44:00.000+08:00

YUP! hong kong day 2!

with my man <3 i mean, my brother.lols

Had the best snowflake ice ever!! @ tong pak fu! i must place to go for dessert.

we took bus back to tung chung. long journey but hey, do u even sit bus back in penang? NOO! so, a must try in hongkong. teehee

Janda Baik Project 8 part 1

2011-05-27T15:57:00.000+08:00

I should blog a little while my phone is synchronizing and I plan to reset everything! you don know how this iphone really annoys me sometimes. Geezz. Back to the topic! Like i've mentioned I went on a trip to Janda Baik with 19 more facilitator + committees. It's the moment I've been waiting for quite some time ago. & I can now proudly tell you that I've experience the kampung life more than you and I know. It was a short 3 days 2 nights trip, but I see thing more than that. The main objective of this trip is actually to help out the aboriginals (orang asli) and also orphanage there.

I truly appreciate what I have now when I see people who is barely in a good condition than I am. Not to compare what life I'm having but seeing them makes me see things better. I was inspired by a lecturer & the main reason I decided to join this project is because of her words, to give back to the society. I truly believes that we should not just take and take from the society and it's time to give it back to the unfortunate one way or another. It's a good starting point, don't they?

The first night was practically ice breaking games for all the members and bonding session. After all the tiring games we finally settled down and had our ice cold shower (literally). There's no water heater for your information. Then we were all prepared to go to ~~bed~~ sleeping bags, not till we started to have pillow talk suddenly in three different places. The guys in the room were discussing about cars while the girls and I were talking about lecturers in our uni! (they are all my seniors btw) and the other side was having sex education talk. LOLs! & everyone actually gathered around when we heard about their sex education talked. Kids nowadays. tsk tsk! & we ended up sleeping at two in the morning.

the cabin that fit all 20 of us. =D

The second day and also our very first morning was really cold and fresh at the same time. C'mon it's kampung without any pollution, how much I love there. But on the other hand, we gotta bare the icy cold water when we shower. & everyone is up getting ready to go the aboriginal's kampung (orang asli). It was a half an hour trip there! We passed by genting highlands and everyone was so excited and we wanted to have lunch there! hee (just kidding)

'illegal immigrants' doing silly faces!

those aboriginals house.

the stuff that we brought. thanks to all kind hearted HELP students for the donations and MyKasih sponsors.

Upon reaching, all the kids running to our direction as we brought many goodies for the kids and adults as well. Ross, one of the member attracting all the villagers with his magic show. & guitarist with singer definitely caught the little kids heart, i thought. Before we went there, Pn, Ainon who is also the host for our homestay actually briefed us about how difficult it is to get all the villagers out because they are all very shy people. They ought to think that we are all perfect people and well dressed when they don't. I guess this is all their psychological thinking.

We gave out all the goodies to them and bid goodbyes. & Pn. Ainon told us that they were all supposed to stay in the jungle but because of the development they lost their homes and were forced to stay near roadside. It caught my heart because of all the development going on, they actually lost their ancestral home and they can't defend it. After all the heart felt moment, we went back to cool it off. We played games among members and picnic under the trees playing charades. Do you even do that in the city? I bet you don't! We definitely enjoyed ourselves and at 3 pm ish we decided to walk further down from the homestay to river. We had fun playing water and man, it was a tough journey walking in the river! Like for real! it's all stones and sand! geez. and i had a couple of toe cramps while trying to have fun with the others!

on the way to the nearby river.

We went back and at 5 pm, Pn. Ainon decided to bring us to her brother's resort/chalet to mandi air sungai AGAIN.! and no doubt we were all so excited to go again. & this time I joined them to mandi air sungai which is real icy cold water again! But nonetheless, I had so much fun! Later, we have our fulfilling dinner and it's time to get serious! We had real discussion among team members for the next day plan for the orphanage. Everything went well and everybody was fast asleep that night because of all the tiring things we did during daytime.

found this when one of the facilitator combining the newspapers to cover the windows. diaau ==

little updates

2011-05-20T15:39:00.000+08:00

a picture from my hongkong album =)

hello, it's me again back in kl one week ago =D New semester begin and I can see it's getting tougher and tougher as each sem pass by. fuh wipes sweat* & this semester's timetable is really crazzy! Monday to thursday i'll only be home after 6pm. Man, this is torture okays. it's worst than.... i don know ! I can only remember going back at 6pm is during my primary days man! ;P

Alwight, blah blah blah... I'm going on a trip later., where I'll be visiting aboriginals orphanage & spending kampung life i assumed. I was looking forward to this day as it was not easy to get in this trip. Most of us actually went for a interview back in March. We did fund raising and stuff and to come to this day was not easy! Much effort has put it in and hopefully everything goes well.! So yeah, chaos.

Hong kong day 1

2011-05-11T20:17:00.000+08:00

Finally updating something! Reached hong kong at 7pm ish. So the brother and horny decided to bring us to Citygate Outlet near horny's house in Tung Chung. The mall itself only sells branded stuff such as guess,esprit,armani exchange,burberry coach & many more.Didnt get anything on the first day and explore a little here and there.

horny's house

The next day, woke up like really early to go for shopping! Went to the town area for breakfast, they claim that they have the best sandwich and macaroni there! and hell yeah, it's so true.After breakkie straight away start shopping. While shopping halfway, went to get the curry fishball, it's a must try food when you're in hong kong.

Lining up to go char chan teng.

egg white with milk claim to be good for complexion! eekss

curry fishball, yumms

Then later at night we went to the tourist spot, Avenue of Stars. Pretty lightings all over the place. Then went to have dinner at BLT burger. omnomnom.

Then headed to Canton Road.

3 floors of esprit!!!! & i bought nothing there. ==

pampered =)

2011-04-30T18:32:00.001+08:00

Hello dolls. It's hitting the weekend already & i'll be leaving for hong kong tomorrow for a short trip with the family. Had a long day today, discussed with mum's friend, a architect who designed our new home and went to pamper ourselves. & I'm sure i'll gonna have a long night tonight, it's Saturday peeps. Where to, on Saturday night in little penang island ? you guess! Went to sunway tunas for full body massage, & omg it's so damn relaxing! and it's only RM 150 for 2 person and for two hours. how awesome is that? =DDD

they put on some powder that you'll be amaze with chemistry!

curly hair <3

smoooches* PENANG

2011-04-29T02:20:00.000+08:00

Done with my finals yesterday. & flew back to Penang on the same day with my chuchu kaki, Jeslynn. =D Reach home pretty late because our flight delayed for 45 mins, pfft! Nonetheless, i don mind the waiting at all because that's the moment I've been waiting for since the beginning of the month. Heck. yeah!

Being a penangite, no doubt first stop is to Gurney. & finally get my hands on gurney hawker chicken skin! I know it sounds disgusting to eat chicken skin itself, but gosh this is so irresistible. & pictures of myself. =)

the chicken skin that i mentioned. om nom noms

with my favourite honeydew bubble milk tea.

it definitely feels good to be HOME =)

mustache :{

2011-04-23T17:17:00.000+08:00

Im in the middle of finishing my finals. To be exact, 2 more last paper then im off to penang right after my paper.So yes, a little more stress then im done with it and I thought it would be fine enough to blog a little seems the next paper would be on Tuesday and Wednesday =D

Before the finals, we're all busy preparing for our Business communication presentation. It was indeed fun I must say. Tho it was pretty packed and stuff but we still managed to make it through and thumbs up to my group members, jeslynn, charlotte and also Ah wen, that soon gonna leave this course. Did a short filming about how dangerous it is for students to get to the main campus in HELP and I thought it was some practical joke video or something. We don't seems like take it very seriously tho. But nonetheless, we had fun of course. & in the midst of filming we prolly make fun of ourselves by sticking mustache and laugh our asses off. oh hell, we did!

After all the crazy filming went over to Sunway for a little shopping with Jeslynn and to meet up with the disted peeps & Alicia came over to join us for dinner @ Thai Thai. As usual, Ben, Ming Yen, Clarin, Amelia, Peng Hai and a new friend chin hong i guess. ^^

The girls =D

Lastly, US. we is chuchu <3

David Choi - Love

2011-04-19T16:37:00.000+08:00

What's going on?
I still see the frown in your face
It's so out of place
All you can remember
Is how you felt the other day
You let the small things in your way

But you know that will just keep you down
Loosen your grip, and drop it on the ground

CHORUS:
Love, love, love, love, love
It's all you need
It's everything
To keep it all together
Love, love, love, love, love
It perseveres
It always steers
To keep you in the right direction

Left here undiscovered
I want to share this gold
With people of the world
Abundantly filling
Every single heart
And here's the best part

You know that love never brings you down
Let it all out, and shout it all around that

CHORUS

Let me tell you something here today
Living life here on the rough terrain
You can lose hope, you can get lost
But you are not that far apart from

CHORUS

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that gloomy hour

2011-04-18T19:00:00.000+08:00

I thought of writing this post in my private blog but I guess it's fine to be here. Ever since you left, i kept my family background really low. I hate telling people that you're no longer here for me. I hate to hear people apologizing to me because of my lost. & little did I know, as time grows the more I wanna keep it as low as possible and treat as if you were still here but the fact is, you're already gone.

I never thought this day would come and as I grow up, the more I want you to be here for me. For millions of advice, for thousand of cares, for hundreds of love. When day dreaming hits me, I would always wonder how life would be if you're still here for me, for us. I thought I was tough enough to go through days without you, but I realize when emotional thoughts hits me, the first thing that came through my mind was, I wish you were here for me. & I know you would always be there to care, to love me, to wipe off my tears and tell me everything would be fine, because you're here.

But then, I realize you were gone years ago. Every memory we made were still fresh in my mind, bitting your finger has always been my favourite thing to do, silly but you're the only man who fear no pain and I love sitting outside our house when it's raining & all we did was staring at the blank space but knowing your existence with me just comforts me somehow.

I miss how you made me so worthy, by just telling me that all your worries are gone by just looking at me and knowing the fact that I am here. How could someone so dear to me to be taken away. For once I thought life is never fair. They only take away good people and leave the bad ones here. But then again, I was already contented and to be very thankful that you showed me what a good man is and you never fail to make me understand that family ties are always very important.

& this is specially for you on your birthday.
Happy Birthday, Daddy.
Sincerely, your only daughter.

collegemates @ sunway

2011-04-13T16:58:00.000+08:00

Greetings all! Been real busy for assignments and finals is coming like i've mentioned in my previous post. Sigh, tired sometimes. Last Saturday decided to pay a visit to Sunway and dinner date @ Ole Ole Bali with all the disted penang SAM's coursemate! Love every bits moment spend with them. Cause they made me feel as if i'm in penang again. AWW <3 & pictures it is. The People; Ryan, Keshav, Song you, Ben, Ming yen & Clarin.

from left; cousie; Juin, Clarin and ming yen

The guys, from left; song you, keshav, ryan and ben

All of us <3 the noisy ones! hahash

My hiao pet, blackie! HAHAHS

& hello, back at home.

Wish i could update more! well if time allow me to, i will, i promise. hee hee.

love,Camille

Snoopy

2011-04-09T16:28:00.000+08:00

I'm contented with what I have and yes, I love my pork girl

she said my ass got chewed by snoopy. :O

Hence, she's giving snoopy her knees to EAT. eat that SNOOPY!

But she end up getting eat by Charlie's girlfriend. SAD CASE.T.T

I know this is pure lame ass blogpost. lols, bare with me. lol

Short trip back to Penang

2011-04-02T23:30:00.000+08:00

hello Love. Reason I didnt blog this few days is because I went back to my lovely penang island. <3<3 I tell you it's love when you're back at your hometown. =D & of course more things to blog when im back there. doodoodoo. Tho it was a short trip, but it definitely filled all my sorrows during my stay in kl. yes, sorrow BOOKS AND ASSIGNMENTS! sigh Finals coming up so soon and yes, you guess it I'll blog less when time comes by.

Went back for cheng beng, every Chinese does that during the 'Cheng Beng month', it's something like praying the deceased ones and offering them 'food and paper clothes/bags'. After cheng beng went to the second house near Straits Quay. Love the view from the top. & they have this magical box thing to put the keys to your new home. AWW.

Don't cha love my strawberry nailsss ? hee heee

Went to gurney (as usual) to meet up with my JoeyBie! Sammy bangbang couldnt attend our every month farewell so yeahh, bie and I only for that day. Happy to meet up with love, dine in Dome. craving for chicken pie. wooo loves <3

The lady that can't finish up her food. tsk tsk tsk.

Went to get bunny iphone covers for my cousie! Cutesy yoo..

Then head to Straits Quay for Fruuze yogurt. Yes, i was craving for froyo since I was in kl but i didnt have the chance to go, so went there for froyo. omnomsnoms. Little did I know, kids nowadays do act and dress like a bitch. *flips hair* FUH, i lose to her lor. hahahahs, just so you know I do have a little bitchy look at times, thats what JOEY said. she's mean like that. T.T tsk tsk.

My chaboh <3

Froyo with cornflakes,M&Ms and strawberry. eekss.

Loves you PORK! thanks for the ride and all. much love. <3<3

& HELLO kay-elle, saya sudah balik yo! It's back to books and assignments and presentation. lalalalas.

Elva Hsiao 蕭亞軒 - Cuo De Ren 錯的人 (pinyin) HD Full MV

2011-03-25T16:08:00.000+08:00

It' been my Top 5 favourite song since I came to kl.

Elva hsiao- cuo de ren

What you think about love?

2011-03-25T15:06:00.000+08:00

I wonder If everybody really understand what the real meaning of love. I can't even tell you if I really do understand what exactly that is. I find it silly how people take relationship as a joke, as something you can be proud of by changing many partners. I don know,but that's what real KID does. Ask me if i really know what it is. At the age of 19, I really couldn't tell much from what i've been thru. Because I believe people outside the world experience it more than I do previously. & from what I really I know it also tells me how to differentiate what exactly is love and like. Many time we ought to know who is the right one for us. But finding the real one wasn't as easy as it said. & I guess that quote ' good things only come for those who wait' pretty much suit this.

& I find it difficult to understand why some people could be so gullible in a way where he/she knows that the other half is cheating on them yet they still want to keep this wrong, never happy ending relationship. Love is not exactly blind as it said, try opening your eyes and see how they actually treat you in return. Are you really happy with that relationship ? What makes you put in so much effort to keep this relationship when the other half doesn't even bother about you. How you try to keep yourself calm when everybody tells you that this person is not the right one for you. He's been doing lotsa stuff behind your back. How did you actually cope with all this ? How did you continue trusting this guy ? Come on, don be this blind. It's a wake up call for you.

& I think it's silly to continue loving this person.

self 'zhi pai'

2011-03-24T21:36:00.000+08:00

Says it all, Photoshoot by my 'personal photographer', Amelia Soo also happen to be my cousie! We were all excited discussing the theme for the shoot and also places to go for it. & we ended up with 3 places and with no theme! yes!. It's one great experience and fun i must say but not to forget, TIRING! . I have to thank her for all the great work she put in! Go to her blog, http://ameliasoo.blogspot.com for more picture. =) Below are only behind the scene shoots. AHAKS! will upload more , keep coming back =)

At chew jetty.

behind the scene photos credits to the sister, Amanda . hahahas =) I promise i'll upload more lahhh okay!. byee byee

my lil vampire girl.

2011-03-23T20:48:00.000+08:00

Back in February, yes before Chinese New Year went out with my dearest love. We went back to our high school to get the SPM certs then went out for dim sum. Was supposed to go gurney area for dim sum but it's too late already and we ended up going for dim sum nearby our high school! Didnt ate much and later headed to Nail Talk for no-booking-pedi&mani! HAHAH, So yeah, you guess it right, which nail shop willl be available before CNY right? so we ended up in Queens later on. lols.

nomm nomms, BIE. me wanttt more dim sum when im back !! *puppy dog eyes*

mia Bitchy love with her new haircut .AWW <3

When i'm still keeping the 'ke ai owhs' hairstyle ! HAHAS
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Before heading back to the Big city, went to biebie's house collect angpaos! woooo. I love khaima and khai yeh! hahahahahhahash . YES, i call her parents khaima and khaiyeh! hahahahh!

love yoos

Genting

2011-03-22T20:58:00.000+08:00

Hello all! Yes, i didnt blog for a month already! hee, sowiee! change new lappy no more pictures (joke lah) ! hahahs Anyway just finished one of my test today . Biopsychology! Basically, that subject is all about biology and it's really killing me. Okay not that bad lahh but it's bio all over again. I don know how bad the outcome gonna bee. sheeeshh.. & yes i've been really busy with test and assignments for the past weeks. Imagine! it's really unstoppable assignments flow. Tiring i must say.

Well I can't really remember when was this but I went to genting with the cousies and uncle, aunt. It was a last minute plan and I was so hype because it's been so long since I went there so yeah. Slept with my cousie and woke up pretty early! Yes, both of us were pretty excited. Doll up and off to genting.

Cousie

biebie said : smell the armpit! HAHAHA, lmao!

We had buffet dinner after all the tiring rides! Took lotsa salmon! emm yumms.

Freaking hate the 3-D! Headache lorh i tell you! sheeshh

HELLO ;D

2011-02-18T19:04:00.000+08:00

Hello love, didnt manage to update my blog due to few reasons
1) Laptop is down, IM SERIOUS
2) Was pretty busy seems mum and auntie came down to kl
3) I didnt upload any picture
4) busy attending classes and tutorials.

So yeah, I was that busy okay. & finally today after a lil studying I manage to find time to online and blog. HEES! So back to penang it is. Just so you know, I worked back in December and got my pay in January and thus, I brought the both for lunch. Mum and cousie, Ame. & cousie do the driving. Straits Quay for lunch it is.Dine in Blue Reef.Had lotsa updates with the cousies and mummy

noms, the picture itself look so delicious. AHH, more to update I promise :D

2011-01-30T17:31:00.000+08:00

Hello dolls. In penang now. & it feels good to be back here. Well I promised i'll at least update something, so there you gooo... A random photoshoot. It's really random from trying to curl my hair to snapping pictures with my cousie. Go to her blog for more pictures =) http://ameliasoo.blogspot.com/

comments appreciated =D

love, Camille

I'm waitinggg....

2011-01-27T16:06:00.000+08:00

Just finish packing my stuff and it's 3.42pm right now. Currently waiting time to pass. Flight is at 9.25pm tonight & I just can't wait to balik kampung! *jumps around* I did countdown like almost everyday. Imagine how much I missed home. & I just couldn't believe I'm bringing my books along to ~~let them rot~~ study while I have free time in Penang. Will be having mid-term exam like real soon.

Back in December, went to Strawberry Forever dessert cafe. It's just next to Burger King. The place itself look so delicious with lotsa strawberries pictures hanging on the wall.

Mango something.lol. i'm this bad at naming food. LOL.Which tasted so milky. eeks.

Got this for free due to some reason..i don know. lol

If I'm allowed to rate this, I'll rate the food & services 4/10.

okay, bye I'll blog when i'm back in Penang. =D thanks for reading.

25th of January 2011 ( sorry i can't think of a title right now!! )

2011-01-25T16:50:00.000+08:00

Greeting dolls.. Just came back from school and today is all about fun,fun,fun! I laugh too much today. Man, i love my friends! They're always the one who entertain all my silly giggles and whatsnot. They got all annoyed by me and yet entertain me. & I was saying they have to apply Dr.Goh's (one of the lecturer) principle. Just ignore me then i'll shut up for good. I just want attention. HAHAHAS!

Oh well just wanna inform you lovelies that I just added chatbox on the right, yes scroll down a little and you'll see that red thing. So now you can talk to me. =D I would love to communicate with you people, drop comments or whatever it is, your choice. hee hee.

Alright back to where I'm suppose to blabbered. Sunday it is, went out with my ~~cousie~~ & Alicia (again) Went back to pavilion (again) I know I know, im sucha boring person i went there like 3 times a week. crazy much. Too much silly jokes on that day too. & pictures it is.

my 16yearold cousin. i look young for once. lol This was taken the night before, attending a dinner =D

The super tall girl from GUESS shop. & I feel so short here.! ugh.

Alicia Koh, buying japan crepes which tasted weird I thought. lol

& yeah , strawberry ice cream with strawberries. yickss..

Will be going back to Penang in 2 days time!! omfg, i'm so excited!!!!!! Alright, will update more I promise

love, Camille

Alone

2011-01-21T21:23:00.000+08:00

Friday, holiday for me =) Took public transport alone to pavilion & meet up with Alicia. So independent right. HAHA, i suddenly felt so proud of myself. People here, (sorry) really no brains. I have no idea why but c'mon don stand infront of the monorail door when there's people coming out! & what's with all the rush stepping my sandals and whatsnot. Sheesh, and when you get in the monorail can't you just move inside so others can go in tooo ? People, tsktsk.

Well move on, meet up with Alicia then went to get a new sandals, just so you know with all the stepping ,my charles&keith sandal also 'went way'. HAHA if you understand what I mean. Then Alicia wanted to try snowflake, some dessert shop.

They have this ufo beeping thing when your dessert is ready.

This is a very fake picture. I don likeys the dessert! HAHAHA

Then went over to Sg.Wang seems pavilion nothing much mostly branded stuff. =(

hee, if you notice we have the same hairstyle too. HAHAHA, so ke ai rights! lolol, don puke lah.! be sincere a bit. Cause I annoyed most of the people I know to force them say I'm ke ai! hahahas.!!!

Words

2011-01-19T22:07:00.000+08:00

Things been great here in kl. & it's a public holiday tomorrow (Thaipusam) and thus no class till Monday! Should I celebrate or what! To think about going out or not tomorrow is totally frustrating, one don know the road, two i'm sure there's gonna be traffic jam everywhere here in kl, third I don really know if i wanna go out. Okay wait, I do wanna go shopping ! hahahas, got my salary and it have to be shopping time rights? okay let's just see how it works tomorrow. =D Oh, not to forget I'm going back Penang like very soon (next week, thursday to be exact) I'm pretty excited to go back, I mean c'mon who's not excited when they go back to their territory!!! HAHAHA, okay i know i'm a bit exaggerating but oh well just let me rant a little here and there please.

But second thought, I hate going back and leaving at some point. I hate hugging my mum and bid goodbyes. Very depressing I must say. Just so you know i have a great bond with mummy dearest and it hurts to leave her behind. Okay (exaggerating here) LOLS But i know i'll get used to it sometime.

Frankly, I kinda love uni life. It's some sort of freedom you have. But at the same time no more spoon feed like how college used to be. Aww, i miss the college life tooo where the friendship bond with collegemates are growing but we have to be separated now. =( Okay I think I rant enough already. Goodbye dolls.

New Year Eve

2011-01-17T20:44:00.000+08:00

Currently waiting to sign up tutorial grouping so while waiting i shall blog a little. =D Celebrated my new year eve with Alicia, one of my miri friend. Had our favourite roti planta in Kayu, then headed to straits quay (again). Quite suprising there's no traffic jam and whatsnot. So happy! Went there pretty early and we strolled around & there's a few performance which is sooooooo boring.

The event quite fail lor, there's no countdown! no fun. But luckily the firework part pretty awesome, enjoyed it. & I felt somewhat relieve because it's a brand new year and i'm here to welcome 2011. So hopefully it'll be a better year for everything. Cheers.

dinner with my girls.

2011-01-15T00:31:00.000+08:00

Hello from KL. I know it's been a week since I last update .Been really busy with the new school and stuff . Driving in KL totally drives me crazy and I miss penang alot. & I really mean it okays. I MISS PENANG! lots to update, I shall just put random stuff in.

Had our every one month must have 'farewell' dinner for me like they mention at Ferringhi Garden. Nice cozy place. Fall in love with that place as they serves nice good food.

my girls. sucha coincident both wearing jail tops. hahahahaha!!

I had oriental chicken chop, while Sammy had fish and chips and Bie had err err some chicken with rosemary sauce ? lol.

& off we bid goodbyes to each other. I love my chickenpox girl and sammykins lovelove*

p.s I got myself bangs. hahahahahahah!! CUTE right, i know. thank you. *flips hair*

7aste New York 2010

2011-01-02T22:56:00.001+08:00

Once again, 7aste. Ask me if i did enjoy this last event. hahahas, honestly NO. It was packed with people and humid inside 32 mansion. But nonetheless, it's the people that makes me go hype that night. Ian picked me up and off we went to 32 mansion to meet up with my cousie ,Ame. Just so you know, it's free flow but I only had one bottle of beer?

& mind you, I blackout in the middle of no where ! I'm serious. I thought someone put some weird things in my drinks (hahahas, i know, so creative lah right) It was one crazy experience. HAHAHA, i mean the black out experience. The feeling where people drag you out and you can't see a thing, you can only hear voices. & all your muscles are like jelly. Soft and wiggle wobble. hahahahas! & I guess people thought I'm drunk or something. LOL. (*points* look at the girl, she's dead, samor that guy, damn, tonight she's dead) HAHA, no i'm just kidding. HAHA. That guy is Ian Lovell, & my cousin was there the whole time, how can that girl *me* be dead right? & it's Ian samor. hahahas, sorry a bit underestimate this ex-boyfriend of mine. hahahahas... fun or not, I enjoy the part where i'm not blackout! I sincerely thank the both of them who took care of me that night. & i'm so so sorry Ian, you kena marah buta from me. hahahahas. I'm so sorry didnt mean to!! lololol

So picture it is. Credits to Amelia Soo.

look at the amount of people who attend this event.

Our redcarpet moment? lolols.

Top: ~~ChungEng~~ Chung hing,& Chun Below; Ian. mai long lost friend. hahas. no, im just kidding. lol

Shirly, this one really long lost friend okay! lol.

Jason aka ''pak chu'' (white pig) name created by Joey hohoho & I! (yes, im dragging you down joeyho) hahahahas

End.

2010 is coming to an end.

2010-12-31T18:50:00.000+08:00

Hello dolls. Guess what, today is the last day of 2010! What surprised me is, I wasnt even excited. Okay, maybe a little excited to welcome 2011. I don't even know what am I supposed to say right now . I've got so much to say but everything is not in place. I must say 2010 been really rough to me. But it also made me a better persone today. 2010, I went to college attending course that I never thought I would take up. i move to a new house.

Oh well let's just start with family. Mum especially, is always there for me no matter what happened. & she's always that funny,cracking stupid lame jokes and both burst into laughter. It wasn't easy for her to be a lil more independent now without Dad. But i'm so proud of her, she still made us realise that we still have the family love no matter what. & as for elder bro, been away from home for 2 years. & i miss him. My bank in singapore (literally) lols. Lastly, for my small kor, handsome as always. Tho we used to quarrel for little things it's just weird how my brothers always can tolerate my pms temper. He's just great. & my Mum will always say, only your family will tolerate you this way. & it makes me go awww. I'm not that bad, mum!!! lol

& as for friends, I'm glad to know I still have my bestest best friend Joey hohoho & Sam fatty loh. AWW, they're the bestest thing that happened in my life. Were always there to listen each other rants and whatsnot, rubbish's stories. And not to forget, i meet lotsa new friends in year 2010. Mostly from college. It was one hell of a experience i must say. They're all so nice even tho they know i made a wrong move and they'll never said this to me ' I told you so' . Thanks for not leaving me when i needed friends the most and all the advices, yes! Definitely helped me through my hardest time.

As for love life. Frankly, 2010 wasnt a great year for me. But even so, it made me who I am today. He made me a stronger woman now. I'm so proud of myself at times, I could stand still on my own even I fall for thousand times. But, it also made me realise that what's not yours wont be yours.& if a person really do loves you, he will do anything just to be with you again. I always remind myself that 'you have to meet all the wrong ones before you meet the right ones'. I guess that just keeps me going till today. & for the last guy who appear in my life in year 2010, I don know what makes you do this. But all the best i must say. I might be tough, but don get me hurt all the time. I might turn Gay one day, and i'll put all the blame on you. seriously. haha. no, i'm just kidding.

2011 have to be a better year. Better for everything. I know it's gonna be even more challenging when I'm gonna be away from home let's say ,3 years ? But let's just hope everything will be better than 2010 & let's just hope for the very best. *prays*

BYE 2010!

HAPPY NEW YEAR, LET'S WELCOME 2011!!!!!!

my pretty ladies

2010-12-27T18:34:00.000+08:00

Found this picture in my brother's facebook album. AWWW, love the picture instantly. with my pretty ladies. lovelove. Well remember people, tho you can't have the love love, you can still have family's love love and friends love love. So CHEERS !!!!! =DDD

2010 Christmas with Amelia =)

2010-12-26T19:42:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas everyone! How did you celebrate your christmas heh ? Mine was simple and not to forget, awesome one. Well just a little update about my Christmas this year! Was working for the whole week and I really didnt have much plans for Christmas. So, ended up celebrating quiet PINK christmas with my cousie, Amelia. Awesome one I must say. Tho nothing big but we definitely spend quality time together,which we did not do that since 10 years ago if im not mistaken. We had sleepover, movies & the best of all, supper!

After work had dinner in Queens with the Soo's.

Then head back to my house. & that's where we had our PINK christmas yo! Movies and brought my cousie to my favourite supper place, Kayu for roti planta. yummms.

Don't it just look oh-so tempting.?? yumms, i'm cravng for it now!!!!!!

& camho session for one hour if im not mistaken! totally rawks.

Pink christmas la this one. you thought what?

my favourite of all! the cheeky-ness in us. :p

A decent picture at least.

p.s All pictures credits to AmeliaSoo. no copyright intended. *laughs*

Look, it's blur.

2010-12-18T01:22:00.000+08:00

CHICKEN! That's what I think about myself right now.

I'm curious about my life right now. I so want to find a fortune teller to tell me things that I do not know in the future. sorry, i'm just kidding. I hate fortune teller. hahahas. They either tell you that you're gonna die soon or you have to take care of yourself and yada yada. Oh wait, why the hell i'm talking about fortuneteller. Just so you know, I just finished my pre-U course. It means, next course is coming on the way. & it's part of our study life? What say you ? To think about what course to take the next level has been a big mess. I'm the girl with future looking like the above picture. It's all blurry, long journey with no ending road. I just can't find a way to make things clear right now. I guess time is too short for me to decide things that pretty involve my life for the next 2/3 years? WAH! so long...!!!! I'm glad that mummy actually support in every decision I made ,though she refuse at first. & now all I need to do is to say Yes, I wanna go there or No, I wanna stay here. That's it. But you think berry easy ah now!! So many things to juggle in less than a month time. YOU crazy ??!! Damn, i'm in a big trouble now.BIG BIG PROBLEM. sorry, but I guess I depend on people too much and I can't handle things by myself now. I cant. KEEL ME. thank you. byebye.

Epic

2010-12-13T06:23:00.001+08:00

Thursday was epic I tell you. My friend started posting on my facebook, oOo someone appear in the Star loo.. *scratch head* I was like, what the hell you talking? & there you go, nahh . bare with me. & please don laugh at my hair can anot. I myself, also cannot tahan laugh at myself dee. LOL.

In Kwang Hwa paper. picture credits to my cousie, Amelia.

Come join SAM & A-level course. lolololl. Advertise kao kao for Disted. lol

SAM prom 2010

2010-12-12T18:07:00.000+08:00

It was terrible! My date ffk me suddenly because he was sick.You know who you are, blackie! I was so down okay. So, Lenin picked me up from my house and we picked up Amelia and Sabrena, the prom queen. hehe. & off we went to Gurney Hotel.

I'm gonna make this short, to be honest I did not enjoy the prom, maybe because I was all alone. That's why. But thank god, i have ChiaHoay and MinYen. Aww, they're sweetpies! Chun was being mean to be that night. HMPH! i took his place and he gave me that 'neemind-neemind, i go sit with the indian girls table' making me feeling all so guilty. sheesh, i moved =(

Sucks right, i told you so. Thanks to my date!! hahahas. Well apart from that, it's pretty okay la with all the magician show and belly dancing. Thumbs up to the commitee! They did a good job. I didnt take much pictures, I dont even bother to do so. I was all moody and down okay. hahas. Have to steal pictures from my friends. lol.

Chia Hoay.

From left; Winnie, Jolin, Yi Jing

Chun. my primary,secondary and course mate!!! hahhahas

Khai Wen from banana milkshake band!

the bubbly MinYen & Chia Hoay

From left; yeeming, soochian

After prom went to Starbucks chill with Natassha, Isabelle, Sabrena, JanJan, Amelia & Lenin.

Lenin & Sabrena , our prom queen

& everybody have to do a lala pose. So there you go, my lala pose #3! =DD

p.s i have this in my draft for like a week ago, please blame blogger! they don allowed me to upload pictures. So there's delay. sowie!

lovelove from Camille.

Mummy's Birthday

2010-12-09T18:12:00.000+08:00

8th December, it is. Went for lunch and then meeting before dinner with family. Kill time, kill mood.Please don talk to me about Hotlink. I will keel you! hahahas. & mind you, don let me see red hotlink t-shirt. damnit.

My supervisor dumped pink and I at northam hotel when i was changing. He's so mean okay. T.T forced to wait at the Northam lobby for my brother to pick me up. Camwhore with pink! And i feel so guilty because of me, pink have to wait at Northam all alone. Thanks to that supervisor who dumped us.! =(

Brother picked me up and off we went to E&O for buffet dinner.HAH, i tell you people like me damn not worth la eat buffet. I cant eat a lot. sheesh. & there's this couple, i don understand what their staring at. my goodness, keep your eyes off us man. Horny was getting all so tensed up because of that couple keep on staring at our table. lol. But, no they definitely wont spoil our pretty pretty mood celebrating mummy's birthday dinner.

Sorry, i suck in every photo that night.And all i have is this super tam chiak face. hahahhahas....

Small kor

my pwetty Horny.

Happy to know that there's fondue and what's more they have strawberries!!! yumms, my favourite.

Proud to have a pretty mummy. =) lovesloves*

Four of us, missing out Big kor and dai shou, ShiaShia.

After dindin, went to Straits Quay again, because bro wanted to see what it's like. lol. Then pictures pictures

I don't know what's with this 2 lady posing the 'lazy-pose'. =.=

my temporary boyfriend. heee heee.

Back at home, a bouquet of roses waiting for her. From Big kor and Shia all the way from Singapore. Aww, why my korkor so sweet geh. lam sei ngor geh lou mou!! hahahahs.

Happy Birthday, Mummy. You're the best. & they said love is blind, it's definitely true, because you love us even before we're born and meet you.

curls.

2010-12-06T00:02:00.002+08:00

I had curls for prom! hahahahas and i think i look like some pros here. shot! There's no way i'm gonna go for permanent curls the next time. hahahass..

sillywilly

Happy yo!

2010-12-05T16:38:00.000+08:00

OMG, i so happy can. I can finally transfer all the pictures whenever I want. thanks to my love, joeybie! She finally remember about me when she go PC Expo and got me those memory card reader. aww, now I can blog more often. Happy news right? wahaha.

Been really busy with life. First start off with a job to kill time. But then i fired my boss after working for 4 days! hahahs, will be working with him for other projects, hopefully not the previous job. Totally kill mood. hahhas. If any of you need a part time job, please email me camillelurves@hotmail.com .

On the other hand, before i started working of course I went out chill with my girlfriends. It was a crazy Sunday last week! Went to sushi king for brunch at e-gate, then to Queens for window shopping then to Straits Quay!! Love the place immediately when i first saw the building. love at first sight! hahahas Crazy I must say. With them, laughter is all you need to bring along. Bwahaha.

Feeling all so christmasy!!! jinglebellsjinglebells

Sammykins

my lovelove. Babi who loves to pinch my fat arms. discrimination!!!

Their candid shot. lol.

Went to Dome for our lunch seems all the other shop is either fully booked/ dinner is only served at 6pm. what crap right ?

Had fish and chips. noms noms

Dreaming.

& lastly, a picture of the lighthouse. Was raining, so we didnt get to walk to the lighthouse. awwh, sad =(
Prolly gonna scheduled a few post seems i'll be busy working. So yeah... bais.

my pwetty pwetty hair, GONE half.

2010-11-14T16:18:00.001+08:00

Gonna make this quick and short post as I want to finish 20 episodes of hk drama. OMG, so oh-some about psychology stuff. superdudu love. Thanks to my cousie, Ame for transfering those movies and photos, if not I dont even have pictures to blog and nothing to fill my time. You all must thank her ok! lol.

Alwight alwight, not much thing just wanna update about my new haircut. i know lah, lame la, sipek lame till i don know wanna talk what. & if people who followed me in twitter they should know I did something to my very 'virgin hair'. YES, i call my pwetty pwetty hair Virgin hair. She never got curled, permed, straightening nor dyed. This is why she is absolutely virgin and silky pwetty love. But look what I've done to my very virgin love. deng deng deng.....

I dyed, and i cut my very annoying fringe. and now, it's even more annoying when my mum so desperately wanna cut it off and keep on ask me to pin up my hair that cover my very short forehead. ISH-ness.

Joey's 18th Birthday.

2010-11-13T06:46:00.001+08:00

This should be up few months ago but due to my packed schedule I really don have time to even on my laptop. just imagine how 'busy' i am. Im sorry my dearest bie, here's for you. Tho ur're in China prolly having your last day of fun and you wont have time to read this but oh well, you can read this tomorrow when you arrive in penang. loves.

3rd of September 2010, thats it. Not the real day but manage to surprise her with her boyfie, Awyang. The plan was to meet up with Timothy,Tina,ShzenYang and Teik hui. I nearly kill Tina that day because he brought them back to my old house. & we were all late and Awyang have to think ways to delay the time. lol. Got the cake and off we went to Paradise beach. While Awyang and Joey on the way to paradise after their dinner.

5 of us busy preparing stuff and we actually disturbed a couple on the beach having their sweet dinner. my gawd, how can they not have a lighter ? RIGHT? tim is full of excuses. Busy lighting up the candles and there you go. All our hard work paid off and definitely worth it because we know we made the Birthday girl happy !!!

the birthday girl yo!

tim and teik hui

my favourite.

i told you not to do this Tim, you just wont listen. tsk tsk.

& Tina was complaining ants sting and itchy and yada yadaa. lol. & guys being guys, teasing him saying that the ants are racist! they only bit indians. WTF, i laugh till i die. hahahahas..

Happy Belated Birthday, love.

that little thought

2010-11-12T22:46:00.000+08:00

I went thru my photo album every night. It just reminds me of who I use to be and how things used to be so simple yet filled with joy and happiness. If I could go through the most painful moments, I know I can always stand up again and fight for it again. Though it will not be as easy as i thought, but i know i can.

& whenever I listen to a song, it just reminds me of him. His tender loving care, his smile, his laughter, his rough hands. And he's just so special that no one will ever replace him in my heart. He, is the one, the only man who tells me that he would love me forever. & I know he will only be the man that will love me truly without a single doubt. & He, will only be the only one that will protect me even he have to die. and yes, it will only be that one single man who will do this for me.

At times, we tend not to think about it but sometimes you can't stop the little brain playing with ur mind. Especially during the exam time. It just keep me going and going. If I had a chance, I would tell him that I love him. and I love him alot and no man in future will ever replace him in my heart, and therefore I shall keep him in heart forever.

i keep my promise okayyy. heee*

2010-11-12T06:15:00.002+08:00

I promise that I will blog, so here I am

Finally finish my 8 months Pre-U course in Disted. Definitely will never ever gonna forget each and every one there. Though we weren't close but it's you guys that made it so happening all the time. And the laughter we shared? unforgettable. and one person that i gonna miss is my meow meow girl, Junying.

Scholarship event in WOU.

Yes, mreoww.. my car-pooled girl and also my partner in crime! wooo.. hahas. nolah just kidding. we don do crimes. I see her like every morning for 8 months, imagine im not gonna see her next year? lol and she's always there to listen to my grandmother stories, from bio revision to love problem. hahahas, we just do everything together.

Time flies i must agree with that. It was like yesterday I just enter college,getting all so hyper and excited about college life and struggling with all the exams, complaining when exam is gonna end and here we are, We're done with all the exam and now all we need to do is sit and worry about our results. LOL. 8 months, what have i exactly did? I meet new people, i went clubbing with friends for the first time, I went for movie with the whole bunch of people i know. Well somehow, all this were my first experience, so i pretty enjoy their company =)

top; Ruth below; Sarah

*winnk wink* Oh well, got to go. bais.

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short one!

2010-11-11T18:54:00.000+08:00

HELLLLOOOOOOO

I really try to keep my promise to blog but hor, this blogger is giving me some problems man. I was blogging halfway and try to upload pictures, MAN ,IT JUST WONT LET ME BROWSE MY PICTURE for that post ! So i shall update later or tomorrow maybe ? Oh btw, if you don't know I just finish my Pre-U course. And now i'm free, loooking for something to do during the holidays while i have to start thinking what i really want to study in the future. HURM, oh don hesitate to call me if you have any part time jobs. I need a job right now. =)

why oh why

2010-11-06T20:12:00.000+08:00

CRUEL. everything seems to be this way.

7aste

2010-10-03T21:35:00.000+08:00

7aste post like i promised! Got all the pictures from my cousie so yeah, lucky you guys! this is fast already okay. hee hee. Oh well, it was last Friday the event and I tagged along with my cousie since her bro got the vip pass soo yeahh, we got there pretty early. As in 8pm! Definitely did enjoy myself, what's more with my camho cousie. loves*

we were eaarly and so it seems like nobody heh.lolols

bumped into Murphy, bro's bestfriend. hee one of our entertainer for the night too. wooo.

with murphy's friends and also Ian himself.

i laughed the whole night and i was so hype that's what Ian and Zoe said. DID I ? lol.

mr.gagak =D

so sister-ish,

& yumseng, the end =)

2010-09-29T23:34:00.000+08:00

you know you just gotta bare with this ugly blog for a moment. heeee, i just want it to be nice okay. so bare with it lah.

oh btw, awesome day with the girls. They never phail to gossip people. & i'll never forget sam's imaginary friend that freaked me out . hahahahas.

blabbering

2010-09-26T22:16:00.000+08:00

7aste event coming up, till i got all the picture. heees

Hello lovelies, time to drop by again. Well, i tried my very best to keep this blog alive but i guess phail again. This is all thanks to my camera and i don have time for blog, like seriously. no wait, i do have but i'm just lazy perhaps. It seems like i would rather spend time on other stuff than blogging. sheesh. Will TRY to update every once in a while laahh , i said TRY only okay. heee so then, BYE *waves goodbye*

ridiculous

2010-09-12T17:25:00.000+08:00

you know you're in love when you're willing to do just anything for that one special person. you know you're in love when you just don care whatever people comment about the person you love. you know you're in love even though you know that fella is playing you and you still want him. you know you're in love when you desperately need to hear his voice. BUT, sometimes it's just hard to see how he hurt you when you love him so much. You're like an option for him, and you being so silly treated him as your priority. Some say it's love, some say it's stupid. Knowing that both of you won't be together for long, but yet you still wanna be with him and waiting for him to spell out the evil words on you and lead to heartbroken. Is this what she should go through when she really found someone she really love? Becauses you know, she always tend to meet people like that. It's always one side love. It's either you fall for the person very much and he don't or it's the guy who fall for you and you don't. Silly. I'll never trust love again.sorry.

our random outing

2010-09-04T20:33:00.000+08:00

While i synchronize my ipod i shall blog a little. Last monday went out with bie again. It was a last minute plan. Drove to town & make a big u-turn back to our territory! AHAAS! It was my first time so daring to drive all the way to town, as you know town=congested. So yeah. I was being so spontaneous and being random.

my all-time-favourite-girl

hee, we are so gonna get an album of our crazy faces. lolols.

oh well, that's all for now and byebye 1 week break. gonna start college soon. I wish i can just lay back at home and do nothing. yes, i just wanna be lifeless. ugh, life sometimes sucks.

catching up with each other.

2010-08-31T16:42:00.000+08:00

Hello all, just so you know i just finish my trials as you can see im starting to blog back. hahahas. i know slow poke* Anyway, last friday after my bio class went out to chill with my dearest biebie. LOVES, and she fetched me! Waa, at first quite nervous la but i guess bie's driving is real awesome. hahahas. way better than me. bwhahaa. Went to gurney and all the otw pics.

babiku yang suka buat kacau! loves loves loves

Had awesome lunch with her at Manila Place. nomm nomm nomm.& then to Winter Warmers for cocktails. yums.& we definitely enjoy commenting on people on the streets. hahahas, totally rawks. Really love spending time with her because like what we say, '' girlfriend knows best '' and she will never phail to make me laugh =). aww, i love u bie.

& what's more, we never phail to make our readers laugh with us. =) heeee

this is what girlfriends do best! hahahashahahas. we rawk!

the heart key that is with you all the time.

2010-08-30T22:51:00.000+08:00

i have mixed feeling today. i don know what am i thinking. Why something which has past for a long time could still reappear. Everything is just not right. If I could have you by my side, if i could have some magical power to tell you how much i love you. How life will be changed ? But sadly no, i do not own any magical power. I'm just me.

& ur're just you, the one that i fall for when the first time i seriously laid my eyes on you.

But you will never know, never know.why so ?

2010-08-15T20:18:00.000+08:00

hello LOVES. drop by to fill some entry in my blog =) Trials is coming like real soon. like in 8 days time or so ? & guess what, i'm not even ready yet. What joke is this. This few weeks i've been loaded with lotsa assignments and test. & not to forget an unforgettable month, July.Thought i will go haywire again, but thank god i went through everything & with love. It was and it is a crazy ride for me. I should be proud of myself that i dont breakdown easily now. I'm stronger now. people grow up, so am i. =) & i found that I do have a bunch of friends who really cares and love me. Thanks all, without you guys ,guess i'll be going depression stage!!! hahahhahaas. but yeah, they are the one who i go up to and fill them with all my sorrowness. I shall update more during my sem break. take care all.

Ice

2010-08-05T19:07:00.000+08:00

Cause when I'm kissing you
My senses come alive,
Almost like the puzzle pieces
I've been trying to find
Falls right into place
You're all that it takes
My doubts fade away
When I'm Kissing you

& it all starts making sense
And all the questions
I've been asking in my head
Like are you the one should I really trust
Crystal clear it become
When I'm kissing you.

Miranda Cosgrove- Kissing you <3

Shanghai part 3

2010-07-25T20:56:00.000+08:00

Out of boredom, i actually feel like blogging today. Went through my pictures and found that I have nothing to blog about recently =( heee, but not to upset, i have Shanghai's picture that i have long postponed. WAA, it's like half year already and now i decided to blog about it. guess i forget most of the fun part. geezz.

some park with river or wadsoever.

with lotsa stairs that scares the hell outta me. and f.y.i i'm phobia of stairs. =) & later we leave that state. I'm being honest here that i couldnt remember all the place i went. like seriously. haih this is FAILURE. accept it lah.

& this lead us to another state. Maybe it's Nanjing,Hangzhou.....zzZZ i forgot. lol.

Well i personally love this picture with my cousie. ahh, so hiao hiao. bwahah

with the so-called-human-statue.! they are really AWESOME i must say. they can actually tahan rain,shine,thunder and storms. wooo..salutes. & pretty girls. hee hee. paiseh la i thick face abit.lol

The super huge ass door knob.

Pi Qiu. on the ship with us. say hello. he's handsome aint he. *sticks out tongue*

i suka ini <3 hee hee & later we were suppose to go back to the main stage where drama will be held. It's really awesome i must say. & my cousin actually got picked as a guest participant. ahaas, she looks pretty baby..

with other performers. Then went on to the warrior drama.

pattern alot loh i must say. hahahs, but it's actually some sort of china's history and stuff.

& finally i'm done. gahh, guess i'm craving for more vacation. wooo

when i see love.

2010-07-24T19:20:00.001+08:00

Trust your heart, let fate decide to guide these lives we see. ILY <3

theONEweekbreak =)

2010-07-09T22:43:00.000+08:00

Hello sweet <3
Just finished (5 days ago) my 1 week break. Definitely enjoyed alot. & to avoid the blog being too rusty,here am i today. =) Let me summarise what i did for 1 week.

Saturday
Went to Pinang Peranakan for bie's assignment. It was really awesome working with her. & thanks for the opportunity tho bie. hahahas, hopefully u'll score. arhem, i already put electric shot to ur SIR dee. hahahs. (erm, no pictures due to assignment's privacy, & therefore just got my very perasan picture loh) & later at night went to Chun's potluck.

Sunday

Last minute plan. Went to Han Chiang with Nick to support disted's basketball team, no actually for Joey. hhahas..

Tuesday

Went back to college to discuss about mqa presentation and stuff. End up i was late for one and a half hour. thanks to someone special, also known as pig cannot wake up!! lol. Later, went to Kek Lok Si with the babies. It was sooo random JunYing & I was forcing Ryan to either bring us kek lok si or seberang perai. HAHA, boh huat, tahan and drove us there =D GIRLS POWER BABEH!

Wednesday

Went back to college again for mqa, later went for movies and had dinner with SongYou,ShengGen,Vincent and Kevin. Then went to club with blackie and xingxing hou zhi =) Bumped into college mates too. =D=D

my pet, doing the puppy dog face! bwahahahas.

Thursday-Sunday

one word, AWESOME! with my jco fans.yumm yumm.

& that summarise my whole week break. ahaks, sangat HAPPY.

18th belated birthday

2010-06-27T17:53:00.000+08:00

Like I said before, celebrated my 18th birthday with all my dearest hearts. Went to Harvest In for dinner.Pictures credit to Joey Ho.

with my sweets.

Then dropped sammykins back then 3 of us headed to winter warmers,gurney for fruit cocktail. yumms.

it's a cherry fight btwn son and mamma. hahahahahhs

with my dearest biebie. loves.

thanks for everything peeps, love.

roses

2010-06-25T01:26:00.000+08:00

roses from biebie.

will edit my blog later, nights toodles. lovelove <3

i sum up everything.

2010-06-24T22:20:00.005+08:00

Maybe I'll blog a little. *smiles* See i'm such a nice girl here. *pats.Been really busy for my mid-year and it's finally over. I can tell you this honestly, in my whole entire life I've never studied till late night nor wake up study study and study again. But i also can honestly tells you that , my results might be worse than those days i never study and walk in the hall and do my exam. ahh, GREAT. my hard work never pays off. this is not fair. okay maybe i should forget about it.

Besides exam, college is actually treating me really good with great accompanies. haih, you see i emo again talk about exam. okay fine, i'm gonna delete the e-x-a-m word from now on!!! Oh btw, i feel guilty that i soon gonna disappoint my bio lect with my ugly results. I don know how words can express my feeling now, but I just cannot imagine when she actually marked my paper T.T It will be bad =( & it sucks when you came out from the exam hall and everybody saying '' OMG-THE-PAPER-IS-A-GOOOOOD-PAPER, -EASY-'' Then i sulk, because i thought it was hard. You just don know how it feels when you are soon to disappoint a really really dedicated lecturer who gave her whole heart to teach you. OH-EMM-GEE, camille you die lah! T.T

Alright alright, you see ! sheesh, CAMILLE !! wake up please.. haar okay, maybe I should blog something happy for now. I've been depressed for days man. i needa break.

HAPPY THINGS ;

1.Finally legal ! [say HAPPY BIRTHDAY la.] Will be celebrating my belated birthday with my girlfriends and son tomorrow night.woots woots, and i can never deny that I have the best girlfriends ever. They got me prezzies. another collection. Thanks biebie,sammykins and son. lovelove.

2.I went shopping after exam.& bought lotsa new goodiess.I know this is like damn common laah, but I happy la can anot ? 'smilEEE'

3.I watched Toy Story 3 with my babies. oops, i mean babes and dude. that include junying,janjan,jill,shuying & RYAN the only dude. Man, he's lucky or what. shoot. & he actually shout in the cinema? gosh, jy pls don dare him anymore. I want some 'face'. hahahs Oh I laugh so badly in the cinema ( which i actually release my stress after the exam) and cried at the end, good movie good movie.

4. ahh yee came back to penang bringing two lil tods with her. aww, i miss meimei the botakzz hahahas. i actually cried when they're about to leave. I was this emotional during exam season ok.! But it's normal, no worries i not yet psycho. hahahs Well, when you tend to build up feelings towards a person and when they gotta leave I will always have that feeling. It's certainly normal people. hahahhaha.

5. i bought bling bling cover for my iphone. hahahahs, i happy.! which one nicer? Horny's nicer or mine ? better say the pink one.!
6.Oh what else? hmmm, ohhhh, I got ONE WEEK BREAK babeh.! my first time lahh okay. don laugh at me. =D

Oh btw, i love TAEYANG . he's shoooo aah! dies. love his song.

iamsocrazy

2010-06-11T21:24:00.000+08:00

i feel like a retard. HAHAHAHA. okay, i K.O. BYE

i treasured .

2010-05-30T22:28:00.002+08:00

pictures credit to my talented BIEalign="center">

yes, we were this CRAZY. love catching up with each other and updating our news. sharing laughter is what we do. =) LOVE this peeps to tha MAX.

It's free time.

2010-05-28T19:14:00.003+08:00

wait, what should I eat later ? hah, ok neemind.

I just noticed i don't camwhore that much since i change phone and thus no pictures, no updates. hah, i know sad news! & still there's nothing to motivate me. =( someone.! just someone. *shouts*

i went haywire.

2010-05-19T01:36:00.003+08:00

it's not fun anymore.

no,it's not anymore.stab me!!!

she drop by.

2010-05-09T18:25:00.004+08:00

ALOHA readers!

i miss blogging but at the same time, veli lazy! forgive me =)

2nd year!

2010-04-01T21:59:00.005+08:00

hohoho, Happy birthday to my small little,boring blog here =D

I know i went missing for a long period. hahahas, so sorrry to all my lovely babes! Been really busy since college just started. Life was pretty awesome after meeting lots and lots of new people. & i finally know that ,well it's not hard to mix around afterall. =D But on the other hand , i find it kinda stress out bout lotsa things. =X Oh and 1 more thing! i still can't really blog a proper post yet. my camera is failing me. this is so sad i know. Just gimme some time to catch back with you people. xoxo all =")