Appreciation post specially for people in KL!

Have been writing a few post but they don't allowed me to post pictures and this is why it's so dead! Just done packing my stuff and i have like EIGHT bags to bring home. mygoodness. Moving back to Penang tomorrow and yes, it's the mixed feeling again. You know when times you are in KL and you miss Penang and now having me to leave this place, I already started missing it. =( Humans! I just don understand all these. I know I have posted a short ( not-very-long) status on my facebook about this but I think it's pretty limited of what I want to express. ( i know, im such a long winded grandma)

First of, I want to thank Jeslynn so so so so much!!! Thanks for being there for me when I needed someone so badly. We made a good perfect couple all the time. I'm gonna miss going lunch, shopping, skype and talk nonsense during assignment + exam and so many things that we did I couldn't even list that down. From the bottom of my heart, I really thank you for being such a good friend. Secondly, Alicia! Although you call it quit in the middle of our journey together and moving on with your life with different course, but I really appreciate those fun times being with you and also my pf stories (non-stop, all year round wan samor!) Thanks for listening and cheering me up with you very very nonsense lame jokes and stuff. Thanks!

Also, to my aunty,uncle and cousins, thanks for taking care of me this whole year round. Couldn't have make it through without all of you. You all made me feel like home and something that I never had before, sister relationship! It's all about fun,shopping,sharing,stories,make-up and lotsa girly stuff! Thanks thanks thanks.

Plus, people I meet from university, Thank you for guiding me and lend a helping hand when I needed. I had lotsa fun and I really talked more than I do before!!! HAHAHAS, thank you.

lots of love,
Camille.

Late late 2012 post!

Happy 2012 ? I know, i'm VERY late. Was away to Singapore for a getaway and yes i'm back in action for now. Had a great 3 weeks holidays and it was well spent with my loved ones. Not forgetting that i'm #foreveralone this year (2011) AGAIN. heheh, But i'm totally fine with it, in fact glad to be. Well at least i'm free from worries and heartbreak, no ?  :D

Having said that this is gonna be a Recap of 2011, first start off in the beginning of the year I moved to the city, KL for my studies. It was a last minute decision and thank god everything goes smoothly. I was a little overwhelmed having to leave my home for the very first time and missing my family back in Penang was a pain in the ass. No, im just kidding. :P But yes, i do miss Penang a lot when I'm away. & what's university life if there's no truckloads of exams, assignments & research papers ? Yes, my life was literally filled by all these and burning the midnight oil is a common thing i would say.

Being away from your family itself do taught me a lot in a sense of being more independent on my own. I have to settle every single shits on my own, handling your financial every month (impress tht i never did overspend, woahs), appreciate your family moments more, getting lost, having fun with friends. Oh ya, I did not mentioned that friends is the best damn thing when you're away from home! Having someone to listen to your rants is something I'm really thankful about. You know who you are, bitches! Most of all, I enjoyed having fun, who don't right? I enjoyed going for girly shopping, dining in and spend on good food, go on a roadtrip with coursemate, clubbing with cousins, late night supper with friends and crashing your friend's place was something unforgettable. In fact i only did all these before 2011 ends, i was literally a nerd at home for the whole 11 months. YEAH, i'm cool like that \m/

Last year wasn't a year for love and i would say this year as well. Though many things happen because of love but whenever i'm back to the city, studies is all I cared about. so fullstop, nothing much on that. & as for the biggest event that happened last year would be my brother's wedding. Looking at them, i see them being so perfectly perfect couple and I wish them all the best and we just can't wait for our little surprise in this coming May 2012!!!! What can I ask more, honestly? nothing more but being healthy and happy all the time.

As for this year, I wish I'm able to get through things and matters I'm worried about the most. You'll know when you're suppose to know about the news. HAHAHA, curious yay?!

Anyway, Happy 2012 , look forward to see what's coming on the way and have a great year !! =)

for us.

我能做的就是这一点。我知道这是对我们最好的的。请不要误会，我只是尽我所能。我希望你一切顺利。我知道事情会很快结束。你很快就会忘了我，我不担心你了。

attention seekers wannabe? are you one of them ?

 

Are you one of them?

Some people are just meant to die, Die you bitch! 

so perfect in every way yet you still think it's not enough.

#justsaying 

Nonetheless, try to love yourself in every way. Because you're unique and special in someone's eyes. =)

hello December ♥

save this picture in early october. Finally get to post it up. ohailo December. 

My favourite month of the year ♥ 

#happything

Finals coming next week. This explains all why I haven't been in the blogsphere for some time. I'll try to update once i'm done or maybe just so you know I have this weird habits of updating my blog when I'm busy with my exams and assignments days. LOLS. I know very weird indeed. Things that happened recently. Proudly to add this new member in our family. Sister for me and a daughter for my family. =)

♥

If you didnt know, she's my horny. Very Horny! heee, welcome to our small family. lots of ♥

 

I'm fine.

just feeling under the weather this week. I ought to believe that tomorrow is a better day. sigh

Marriage

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Emotions were all over me and I call them, mixed feelings. Attended relative's wedding today & I'm very happy for them. Marriage requires lots of courage and responsibility. From the status single, to married require lots of commitment and most of all tolerance. I'm impress that some couple could grow old together and hold each other's hand while waiting for death. Whenever I have the chance to attend people's wedding, it just gives me hopes that one day I'll have mine as well.

But it's funny that recently I see marriage as a game. I don believe in marriage nor love anymore. Yeah, you might probably think that I'm still young to think about all these but seriously I don get it. I'm not sure if this is some kind of modern peer influence or things that recently happened to me. But I don't trust love, neither will I fall for the opposite sex in the mean time. I find it hard to believe that sometimes it does not matter how much you've put in, because in return all you get is fake hope and worst still, lies. Why get married ? When we have to fear if the other party having an affair outside. Why married? When one day we have to grow old and be sick and finally death is awaiting for us? Why married? If we aren't able to share love and care for one another?  

Call me a pessimistic because of one small event that happened in my life and I started to not trust any of these anymore. I wouldn't want to see my own marriage. Because I find it no reason to even get married when I don even have a dad now to place my hand on my husband's and warn him to take care of me for the rest of my life. Maybe I'm tired. I hope this thought will not stay long in me because i know i'm gonna be #foreveralone if it's too long. TEEHEE :P

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